Today I’m doing something that I never thought I would have to do. I am waking up extra early, only to leave before L even wakes up. Tomorrow I will begin a new job, out side the home. I really hope this is temporary and that new doors are opened for me to allow me to stay at home and make more of an income. The thought of leaving my son alone with someone else is just tearing me up inside. The thought of only seeing my son long enough to feed, bathe, and read to him when I get home tomorrow, not a great feeling. Wednesday officially blow- I do not like them. And to make matters even bigger (in my mind) there is a Wed MOPS group that I was going to attend with a couple friends… not anymore. Really I don’t want to be negative, I just wanted to document this moment. The moment where I put my big girl panties on ( and something other than yoga pants)and go to work, outside of the home and without my computer. BOO to this. side note: O tea;;y should have been keeping track of how many ‘plans’ we have done since we sold our house— darn you interest you give me good ideas far too late in the game! To all you reading this HAPPY WEDNESDAY!