Today I’m doing something that I never thought I would have to do. I am waking up extra early, only to leave before L even wakes up. Tomorrow I will begin a new job, out side the home. I really hope this is temporary and that new doors are opened for me to allow me to stay at home and make more of an income. The thought of leaving my son alone with someone else is just tearing me up inside. The thought of only seeing my son long enough to feed, bathe, and read to him when I get home tomorrow, not a great feeling. Wednesday officially blow- I do not like them. And to make matters even bigger (in my mind) there is a Wed MOPS group that I was going to attend with a couple friends… not anymore. Really I don’t want to be negative, I just wanted to document this moment. The moment where I put my big girl panties on ( and something other than yoga pants)and go to work, outside of the home and without my computer. BOO to this. side note: O tea;;y should have been keeping track of how many ‘plans’ we have done since we sold our house— darn you interest you give me good ideas far too late in the game! To all you reading this HAPPY WEDNESDAY!
Hey girl! I’ve always worked full time outside of the home and it’s not easy. There are definitely days where I want to just stay home in my sweatpants and snuggle with my little guy but unfortunately we can’t afford that luxury.
Every day I get home and my time is 100% committed to spending time with Day, soaking up every second I can. It makes those moments even that much more precious. I bet you will find yourself looking forward to seeing your little guy even more than you do now and that is truly something special. I’ll be thinking of you today as you venture onto a new season in your life. Take care – -
praying for you and your heart, sweet girl.
p.s. loved meeting you this past weekend. thank you so much for picking me and mackenzie up at the airport. it truly was a blessing to us.
Girl we need to talk—-what are you going to do?!??! duuuh I feel like I don’t even know you anymore
I will praying for you during this transition…you got this girl.